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Craving you like nicotine
Hands shaking, breathtaking
Photos from a distant town
Breaking down
You’re all around me
Float and fly and crash and burn
And say it’s all a game
Crush the ashes in your fist
And blow it all away
Sense memory pulls me back
Skin burning, upturning
All the plans I’ve put in place
Empty space
This loss surrounds me
Float and fly and crash and burn
And say it’s all a game
Crush the ashes in your fist
And blow it all away
Contact highs from ages past
Heart drumming, unbecoming
Urges that beg me to fall
This last call
To now become free
Is this everything you wanted?
Is this everything you dreamed?
Is this everything you bargained for
When nothing’s what it seems
Crash and burn and twist and turn
Now nothing is the same
Crush my hopes beneath your feet
And throw them all away
